Tired Girl

It's Sunday...

OH hold on a minute..I need to take the dogs out!

Ok back...

So yesterday was a day of fun! Not necessarily for me..but everyone else had fun.

I drove around in the morning with Ray to get some food for dinner. I ordered some mexican food from Roberto's because Rob said a lot of people were coming over to watch the fight/Lakers game.

It's just so funny. I wonder how it is ok, to spend all day...and I mean all day drinking beer, and swimming and spending time not with me..but with his friends..and that would include Berto. Ya, Berto and Rob are like the greatest friends.
As I sat on the stairs last night with Boo, around 11:45 pm...we discussed this:

What if I had a bus load of friends over my house all friggen day long, drinking beer and swimming? What would Rob do? I think he would leave. What do I do? Oh I make food..and serve.

Crappy actually. Oh and when I ask people to leave...ya at this point I have been upstairs for at least 3 hours, and Rob passed out in bed an hour ago, and yes people are still in my pool, and my jacuzzi....What is up with that?

Then I come down and be the B*tch and tell these people to leave..and they look at me like I have three eyes! Are you kidding me??? Ugh... I am so done with these parties and people coming over and spending 300$ on food and beer for everyone to eat.

Do you know what I would just like? I would like to just sit in the jacuzzi with my man...and just talk and laugh, and plan my future with him, and live.

I don't like to compete. I don't like to beg for time, because we really don't know how much time we have left.

So I went downstairs to put the dog out...and there is a trashcan that is totally overflowing with Beer cans... That is so redneck!

My perfect evening...soft music..candles..kicking in the jacuzzi...talking about life.

My not perfect evening...listening to hard music, tons of people screaming in the backyard, towels and towels to wash, going to my room just to be able to breathe and be alone....

How unaware is my family??? And when I say something... I am asked where I parked my broom!

Ya...I'm a little pissed off right now... Looking forward to Florida in a few weeks, like you have no idea!

Going to the OC again on Tuesday...just for a day trip..or maybe I will stay 1 night.

Ok..now I will go...and continue to be irritated!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR...