Tired Girl

Well hello,

I am really happy that I changed the name of my blog... New blog name: Does an Angel Contemplate my Fate? I do indeed think so! Ya know when I first had an inkling that I may have Breast Cancer? Somewhere in the early summer of 07 actually.. How did I know that? Well it just came flying out of my mouth in an argument that I was having with Rob. Now we really don't have screaming matches...in fact..we are pretty calm when we argue. I was just talking about the incessant "same" stuff that we always talk about, and I said: "What if I had Breast Cancer, would that make you like stand up and realize that there is more to life than just a clean house?" Hmm... he stopped and looked at me and was like: "What do you mean?" Well he asks me this question because at this point he is scared...because I tend to get feelings...thoughts, and they usually come true...Bad or Good...scary or not.

He looked at me...and said...and I will never forget this.. (I was standing at the edge of the bed with laundry in one arm, and he was in the bed looking at me) he said: "I would never want that to happen to you..never." "I would never want anything to happen to you." Which is a good thing...because I honestly sometimes think the piano wire trick..was invented just for him!

So..I thought about it for a few days after that... and I ignored it. But as fate would step in...around January of 08...is when I had the dream. So.. I listened to the dream...and I do believe that I am alive because of it.

Listen to your intuition...even if your intuition is telling you something bad..don't ignore it EVER! Because we are mind, body, and spirit...all connected in one happy package. We live as if we are 3 in one... and we are not. Take all three aspects of you..and make them work together to be more aware of what is going on with your body.

Kinda like when someone is in the ER room waiting, because they are having terrible stomach pains...only to find out that they are about to deliver a baby! I don't get that... so completely unaware of themselves. Or..when someone is ignoring signs of ill health...for such a long time that they only come to the realization when there is a complete impairment of some limb, or eye.. Come on folks.. wake up... Don't be separate...

If you are a hysterical hypochondriac on the other hand...keep being that way...just don't tell everyone.. until you know for sure that you do have that "brain tumor." (Verifiable from a CT Scan!)

Unite...come together..and live!

Stacy