Tired Girl

I was asking this morning if I prayed hard enough will it just go away? I heard of a story where that happened...

So I am on probably a hundred prayer chains...Thank Goodness ! I think all the chatter in my head will die down, when I finally make the decision to do what I need to do..but the unknown still lurks down deep within the sick boobie. When they do take everything out...what will the result be?

I'm going to have a good day #24 and go and get some lunch...don't eat that much anymore..not a good appetite...

I'm happy today..I'm smiling today..it's really sunny outside right now and almost 100 degrees..

I love life...I choose forgiveness...I choose Living.

My head is spinning...