Tired Girl

I'm sitting at the counter at my famlies Laguna Beach, beach house...It is a beautiful Sunday afternoon and I am watching my Grandmother wheel herself around the kitchen, Tash is baking a cake with Mom...Peter is sleeping outside, LJ is reading a magazine..and Lilly is walking around bugging Grams...Jean is putting cupcake paper in the cupcake pans..today is Okbar's birthday, so we are kinda celebrating pre-mothers day, and a birthday.

I feel really happy to be here and seeeing my Grams. Right now she is sitting in her chair messing with her zipper of her jacket. She is so cute...she is doing ok, she has liver cancer..I wanted to come up and spend some time with her before I have to start everything.

I can see the ocean at a distance it is really pretty and blue and I can see the current moving...and as I look further I can't see where the ocean ends and the sky begins except for a thin line of frosty white...

The past couple of days has been fun...just hanging out with family and friends and enjoying my time away before I have surgery next week.

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