Tired Girl

Good Day everyone ! It's tuesday morning and I just want to say thank you everyone for your emails and calls...it means so much to me.

Today I am going to meet with at photographer to actually take some pictures before everything begins..His name is Wayne and he is really good. (Decided not to use him...used Lori instead..) I want this to not only be a journal journey but a photo journey as well. He and I had a long talk last night so I wanted to capture some very pretty and tasteful pictures of me pre surgery and actually during the reconstruction and after. Sound crazy? Probably but what have I got to loose? I would say nothing. I am actually realizing that all these little things in life...the little things like the house being perfectly neat..take the back seat to this ride. Funny how that happens. Once when my mom was really sick, and had respitory arrest...the doctors looked at me and said..."Nothing in the world matters...if you can't breathe."

That really stuck with me...it's a message that is so true..without breathing you die..and nothing else matters. So everyday I wake up..stretch and take a really big deep breath, fill my body with air...and breathe. It's the first step to taking the journey for the day, and when I get really upset...I remember to breathe...it's amazing to bring a life into the world...you have to breathe...Sean talked to me a lot about deep breathing...it balances you..energizes you..fills you up with the courage to conquer the world....one breath at a time..

I'll write more later....